When Someone loses person even thought there haven't been any communication in long time, Or there has been something that destroyed the relationship, is it wrong to feel sadness after the person has perished?


Now days Everyone is putting everything on internet why cant you go to the grave with the flowers and some fucking note for the passed person if you actually cared?

I have been reading messages whole day that everyone who knew him is wishing he is happy in heaven and so on...But then there is the people who were much closer to him and they attack these people with badly chosen words, because they are sending "sorry for the loss."

When I got to that point where people are fighting who cares more and who doesn't, who knows more,  I realized that people can't appreciate sad thoughts from people who don't know the passed person well or something else. Is it now days some kind of sick race; "I knew him better, you didn't even know his favorite color"  "He hated you"

Wtf people, It isn't a race, it's humanity to show some fucking respect even though the old relationship had been destroyed for some reason or you only knew the person by name. When we lose someone we hope we had done something better for that person maybe he would still be alive.... If I had been there.

Or is this something that came with the social networking no one actually knows anyone but the behave that they know all their "followers" "friends" because their names are showing in the lists on your site?
 In internet/facebook/twitter...

Suicide took my old friend, even though I am strong I don't even dare to put that I might feel sadness for the people who knew my old friend better now days. They are in grief they might act in anger and be mad at me for not knowing the guy anymore and because of that I am telling it to all you random people who is reading this if someone says you can't feel sad for someone you had known for example only 2 days it's okay it's normal, Because there is always the "what if I had known him/her longer could I have prevented this from happening.

Maybe at this situation it will take longer for me to actually realise that he is gone forever, Or I might be just dealing with the situation bit differently or I am horrible person who can't feel a thing?

 This differently dealing with the situation might be because I can't actually remember anymore why we fell apart and didn't keep company to each other anymore, we didn't call to each other anymore. We just said "hello" when we randomly met, but never asked "how are you?"

When I know where he is buried I will take one game (guilty gear X 2) and place it to his grave with the note "Thanks for playing and being my friend for long time before we fell apart"
I showed him the game we used to play it at my place when we were teenagers. I still remembered how he was talking about me to his friends that I was unbeatable in the game and he was grateful that I introduced the game for him.

I am glad that I knew him at the time we had, Of Course I am sad  because I didn't have more time.

You find yourself in mirror

You know yourself through life you lived

Everyday is adventure closer to end

Live with and Love with

Those so close

Show them what you can do

See what they can do

Don't judge if you don't want to be judged

You will get what you deserve

Don't hate because someone shows you hate

Hate is just shorter word for disrespect